For the longest time I was so focused on love that was seeking, however i failed to understand that those thoughts from the relationships which had were being drawn to me as they harmonised with the pain of a great emotion which held deep inside.

 

One huge lesson that was having to learn was that loving partner who sought was a reflection of the guy who was inside. I drew the love to me of women who were unable to love who was as was hiding and those thoughts harmonised with who I was.

 

That happened to be that love was very painful emotion. Nah its great its caused so much hurt that would run or hide from the pain of caring so much even about a friend. It has taken Years to feel comfortable with love. To find Jenny and care so deeply, for her and our son Jamie.

 

I sought out ways to improve health and stop the long standing muscle issues which have occurred since was a teenager with various injuries. This lead to finding a post that ultimately answered so many questions with relation to what was going on personally. Having discussed with a number of acquaintances it sounds like what was happening was insufficient fuel for muscle development and strengthening which had lead to weakened muscles and regular injuries. Having had lax muscles for years has meant constantly working to rebuild.

 

The sixth sense has every area in place for that dream and our own home along with twins. It will happen. Just like I can see myself as that dad who hears he’s hot from his kids friends parent’s. The sixth sense picked up on so many areas its time to put it all together.

 

Thanks heaps to my amazing friends and family from mentioning for free, especially Ken Klemm and Linda and Michael Dlouhy for your own guidance, love and support. Thank you aswell to my amazing wife for life Jenny for your own love.

 

Big hugs our friends,

Your friend and mentor for life

Ben Drake

West Ryde Nsw Australia

Helping families of Australia and New Zealand to live better lives.