Jim Whitelaw San Bernadino, CA, United States
How to Outwit the Six Ghosts of Fear
This being the closing cj=hapter before we start all over again it is time to take an inventory of myself to find out how many of the ghosts of Fear are standing in my way.
Before I can put any of this philosophy into successful use, my mind must be prepared to receive is and go through the study, analysis, and understanding of these three enemies which I must clear out of my path.
I cannot expect my Sixth sense to function properly while these three negatives or any of them remain in my mind if one is present the other two could be close at hand.
Indecision is the seedling of Fear, indecision crystalizes into Doubt and the two blend and become Fear.
The most common names in order are the Fear of: Poverty, criticisim, Ill Health, Loss of Love, of Old Age and Death.
I will say right here I am not writing this lesson or any others to be a parrot of NH, I am here to look at ME. The four I deal with on a daily basis are Poverty, Death, Old Age, and Death. I do not say this just to be negative, I say this because I have been in the hospital 4 times this year, 2 hear attacks, this is being written and studied from my hospital bed as I had the last heart malfunction starting during a quiet dinner with friends, I suffer from two chronic diseases which the doctors cannot solve, chronic pain which the can only treat with pain meds, this as a result of old age and which a couple of these take me close to death every time they occur.
I remain positive, and for short times feel almost recovered only to have them reoccur, two of my specialists have told me the cannot deal with me any longer and have put in transfers to other medical centers and their referrals never seen to happen, I sincerely do not know where to turn, I am very spiritual and use pray and meditation.
The other fears have no meaning in my life, I am very secure in my relationships and know that what others think of me is none of my business.
I have kept up with writing all the lessons and been present on the phone for some of them and been to sick to respond, others I have not been able to get out of bed.
I will just keep fighting for life and health and I am most thankful to have the foresight of Michael and the group out there for when I can participate.