Ben Drake West Ryde, NSW, Australia
For many years my own beliefs revolved around my own father and his own actions that caused a subconscious fear in relation to being in a relationship or even a parent myself. Despite that being one area that was really wanting to do. To be a parent and have my own family and friends. Again many destructive friendships caused a subconscious belief about friends aswell that was a bad friend and didn't deserve friends or was unable to make true friends. Even when offered the true friendship it still caused pain.
When i came to mentoring for free it was after many years expressing caring about someone, having expressed that cared about certain friends and having it backfire in my face. That subconscious programming still needs alot of work, knowing that i am safe and that i am able to be a friend. That loving guy, that i am offering the love of friendship which for many years all that knew or understood was the love of a intermit relationship.
Michael You were right last week, growing up I never really did hear I love You Ben. Something that had subconsciously been seeking all if own life. Seeking those loving caring friends and relationships. Thank you to my amazing loving family from mentoring for free, especially Linda and Michael Dlouhy and Ken Klemm for your ongoing guidance , love, encouragement and support. Thank you also to my amazing wife Jenny for Your own continued love, support and encouragement.
Your friend for life, big hugs and all my love,
West Ryde Nsw Australia