Ben Drake West Ryde, NSW, Australia
for many years my own emotional energy was centred upon the family and friends who had caused a lot of deep pain and hurt within own life as that was what got used to doing, that was all that I knew. that was driving away the real Ben aswell as holding me back from being that Ben.
its time to focus on being that husband and father that can be, rather than letting all that disruptive energy from growing up and my own father especially keep me within the past, the only way that can let go of that emotional energy relating to him is less contact, grieving for that relationship which wanted and will give own kids. its also time to stop listening to those who constantly have destructive comment relating to that person.
their emotional energy creates a drain in relation to that. at times walking through my work heading off to get trollies from the collection point the mood is so down that You start yawning as its like wheres the emotion, the passion from those around.
it's time to direct that emotional energy that have a lot of towards giving my now family a wonderful husband and father who is there for them, rather than letting that focus of what happened growing up run my life. redirecting that energy towards being able to provide for the family as well as being able to go on vacation with the family whenever want to.
that is emotional energy and direction towards a definite end, thanks to my amazing wonderful friends, family and mentors Linda and Michael Dlouhy and Ken Klemm for Your ongoing love, support and guidance, thanks to my ever amazing wife Jenny for Your ongoing love, support and encouragement for being willing to help and love me as I am.
Your friend for life,
West Ryde NSW Australia